(Source: rosablonde)

There’s a moment when you heart breaks when you realize you are truly alone

It’s your time of need and there’s no one there

All you friends have disappeared

Your parents think you’re better off dead

You don’t even like yourself anymore

I’m such a screw up

I want to die

I can’t even do that right

I want to tear up my skin til the feelings are gone

I want to take all the pills

Feel the noose

Pull the trigger

Until all the pain has been replaced with satisfaction

I’m afraid of the light because it uncovers the lies

I’m afraid of the dark because it reveals the reality

I’m afraid of noise because it shows I’m not heard

I’m afraid of silence because it screams the truth

I’m afraid of living because it’s not death

(Source: sadlyoufoundme)

Anonymous asked: I am so jealous of your beauty. One day I want to look like you

You don’t know what I look like sweetheart